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“I don’t know that there’s any value in knowing yourself better, but I think I do.  I don’t feel worse or better.  It’s just there.”

-joan didion

…I can’t tell you what it really is, I can only tell you what it feels like

and right now there’s a steel knife in my windpipe

I can’t breathe but I still fight while I can fight

as long as the wrong feels right it’s like I’m in flight…

p.s. wish i could wear a leather hoodie and booty shorts all day long like it’s no big deal

caught in the ebb

as the water washes away another day gone

the drops flood what little is left of me

the soft glow from the embers that once 

blazed high and bright are now dull and cold

this here and now is hard to settle into

when i know there should be something more

and the bounty from which i came

he had the kindling which burnt to quick

leaving me here in this sea of eternity

sleepless nights

13 w. 3 d.

(via elixir)

elixir: via cariosus

"so this is the new year. and i don’t feel any different."

…it’s hard to dance with a devil on your back…

“…now that I’m shaking like a California mountain side, I could not find my place in your life, guess it doesn’t matter…”

d.l.sparks